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Quest Of Happiness

2009-08-17T18:45:00.000-07:00

A quest of happiness still in long reach
A mask I hold on my face
hiding my true emotions
never to be found and shown

The land that I so much hate
Yet I am here on my own
No one to support me
No one to guide me
Must carve my own path
Towards the unseen destiny.

No light in my path
Lid by anyone
Lighting my own torch
I tread through the most trechous path
Still holding that mask of happiness.

Patience is wearing thin
My will is weakening
I dont know how long I can keep up
With it the lonliness is creeping close
Yet holding boldly the mask of happiness for others to see.

Alone

2007-08-22T09:48:00.000-07:00

I am here all alone,

Sitting still like a stone.

Waiting and looking for dat shiny light,

That would lit up & make my life bright.

I Look up and see the clear blue sky,

With just one question in my heart, Why?

Why am here all alone, don't have any one for

Me, someone, anyone;

Whom I can laugh & cry with & haave fun.

I search around for an answer, a voice

But i see nothing, not a noice

Guess life is just playing around

I have to wait a little longer for dat

one sound, that voice.

Being like a stone, its not too bad,

But it feels like am torn, down & sad.

As if everything has lost its pace,

And nothing is at its right place.

To feel alive once again

To overcome all of my pain

I seek the one

One who would touch me, get me back

as a real person.

Till that happens, i have no choice but wait

For Dat one moment, one day, one date

Sit quite and still like a stone

all by myself , all alone.

Words to keep you strong

2007-08-18T10:46:00.000-07:00

If you want to be, What you want to be.
Be what you want to be
and to be what you want to be
belive what you want be.

Be brave, be bold, dare and do.
Nothing is impossible,
no obstacle is insummountable.
Today the skies are clear and
blue and the sun shines bright.

Make hay now. Sieze the moment.
Start now begin your work.
If only you make up your mind,
stay decided and stand firm like a rock,
no one can stop you from gaining your goal
and crowning yourself with success,
tommorow is a myth;
it is only a vision with hope and faith,
do give rein to your vision.

Think big and not small.
Look ahead and plan well.
When a task is once begun,
never rest till it is done.

Know what you want and
go after it with single-minded concentration
and total resoluteness.
Visualise the image of what
you would like to become in life.
Take one step at a time,
and that step well placed
will take you to the top.
Anything you want, you certainly can have.

Whatever you desire, you will get,
Never fear, what appears impossible today
will become a reality tommorow with your
determination, dedication and hard work.

Aim at the star and shoot high.
Never settle for small things.
Anything in your life,
be it hard or cruel,
face it with head erect, steps triumphant,
mind made up and heart sincere.

You will find that anything you attempt
will turn out to be a great success.
You will find life interesting, enjoyable and meaningful.
And when you work hard with a strong determination
in mind you will be on the road to success.

Success starts with your will power.
Believe your will and you will make it.
Positive thinking and power of self-confidence
promote super strong will power to emerge victorious.

Never give up, keep trying and you will succeed.
It is wiser and better always to work hard, than ever despair.
Firm must be the will, patient the heart.
Passionate the aspiration to secure the fulfillment
of some high and lofty purpose.

Success is not a matter of luck or genius.
Success depends on adequate preparation and indomitable determination.
Sweethearts are won my wooing, fortune is won same way.
When once you have concieved and determined your mission,
within your soul, let not yourself arrest your steps.
He win the most who can endure the most,
who faces issues, who never shirks and who always works.

Remember, kites rise against and not with the wind.
You can do it.
Surromont the rocky steps.
Fight when you have to fight.
There is always the battle to be fought before the victory is won.

2007-01-23T01:01:00.000-08:00

Loving you was cool
Loving you was fun

loving you was everything

love the meaning the true meaning

you taught me

i was runnin around for it

you gave it to me

now i lost it

love i hate it

love i dont want it

love i dont trust it

love now is like only for few minutes

love for me now is a punishment

i see your face everywhere

i am dying every moment

every second every night

every little thing

what i did ?

what i do wrong ?

i have lost everything

in your love

Nothing Without You . . .

2007-01-18T23:51:00.000-08:00

For Me ....you were everything

For Me ....you were my life

For Me ....you were my colours

For Me ...you were my happiness

And Now

I am nothing ..

Sweetheart

2006-11-10T02:16:00.000-08:00

You are my sweetheart.

You are my everything.

You fulfill my dreams.

You are my joys,

You are my sorrows.

You are my world.

The best thing i love about you

is that you think like me,

our nature matches.

My eyes always see you everytime everywhere.

My thoughts are full of you.

You are on my mind day and night.

My world revolves around you.

A temptin silence runs through my body

when i hear your voice.

You are sweetest of all.

My heart knows no other name than yours,

my eyes doesn't recognise any other face,

my ears are dying to hear your voice.

It is painfull to be so far from you.

You have changed my world.

Even if my soul gets seperated from

my body I will still be yours.

Only yours

I MISS YOU A LOT

SWEETHEART

You Are My World

2006-11-01T17:49:00.000-08:00

To me, you are not another person,

female or friend.

To me, you are my sun,

my moon, and my stars.

Like the sun,

you start and brighten up

my day with your love and care.

Like the moon, you guide me

through the darkness of the world

with your wisdom and understanding.

And when the sun does not shine

nor does the moon glow,

I look into your eyes

that glitter like the stars

in the sky and

I find hope and patience.

To me, you are not another person,

female, or friend.

You are my sun,

my moon, and my stars.

You are my world.

I still Remember

2006-10-10T01:53:00.001-07:00

I still remember those tears flowing through your eyes..

when i was parting from you.

Were those tears fake?

I still remember that tender love and care in your eyes ..

was that love fake?

I still remember the way you ran your hands through

my hair.

were those sentiments fake?

Was our relation so fake that you don't even

bother now whether i live or die?

Was my loe so weak?

was my choice so bad?

I still remember all you said.....

I still remember all you promised....

Today

2006-09-23T07:21:00.000-07:00

Being with you today

was the most undefiable moment

of my life.

Looking in your deep eyes today

took me to the 7th heaven.

The smile that you gave me today

was as cute as a flower petal.

The face that i saw today,

my eyes just stayed on it.

The time that i spent with you today

is the time i will never ever forget in my life.

You filled my world today

with your tender love and care.

You have given a new light to me today

which has enlightened my whole world.

God has granted all my wishes

when he sent you in my life today.

Where Are You

2006-09-09T05:31:00.000-07:00

I'm seeing you every where,

in my eyes, in my dreams,

in my thoughts, its just you

and you.

What will i do without you,

where do i Go?

who do i look for?

whome do i hug?

Honey i love you

a lot

and you know it.

I can't wait to see you.

I can't wait to hug you.

I can't wait my darling.

You are so close

yet we are so far.

You are so near

yet i cannot touch you.

Why does it hurt?

to be from you,

why can't I do anything ?

Why am i helpless,

why is it that?

So many things I have

to talk to you,

so many questions I have

to ask you,

So many good moments I have

to tell you,

Yet I can't.

Here I'm sitting alone

missing you a lot.

I haven't seen you in ages...

2006-09-05T10:16:00.000-07:00

I haven't seen you in ages and

it is driving me absolutely nuts

so much so that my friends have

started noticing and I can't keep

my mind on work and I reach

home wishing you'd be the first one I'd see

and i keep gazing at your photograph

hoping you'd jump out of it but you

refuse to and the only reason why

all this is happening to me because

I haven't seen you in ages...

I'm Remembering

2006-09-02T03:53:00.000-07:00

Today
I'm remembering
all the times
you took the time to remember me~

Not just on the occasions that called
for a greeting
but all those in-between times
When you wrote or called
or let me know in some way that you cared...

I'm remembering those times

you went out of your way for me,as well as

the fun times we shared that have given me

Such happy memories....

Today, on this special day,

I want you to know

what a difference you've made

in my world,

and I want to wish you

everything happy, everything good,

and everything beautiful

in your world.

The Power Of Love

2006-08-30T10:58:00.000-07:00

To know love
is what life.......
is all about.

To be in love
is to possess.......
something
that is beyond............
the reach of age and time.

To give love
is to be rich...........
in the joys
that give colour.........
to each day.

To share love........
with someone
is to know............
the fullest meaning
of what.....
happiness can be.

I'll Keep You Alive

2006-08-29T12:25:00.001-07:00

I'm gonna keep you alive.

I'm gonna keep you alive in my thoughts.

I'll keep you alive in my heart,

I"ll keep you alive in my memories.

I'll keep you alive in my shadows,

I'll keep you alive in my talks.

I'll keep you alive in my eyes.

The time i've spent with you,

every second of it,

I'll keep it alive.

How can i forget those hugs,

those kisses, that much care.

How can i forget that smell,

that love for me.

How can i forget those heart beats.

I'll keep you alive with me,

for as long as it takes.

I'm Gonna keep you alive.

For Someone Very Special

2006-08-27T08:00:00.000-07:00

Look deep in the core of

my heart.....You will find two parts

beating together...

One part of this heart

is mine.....but the other one is

yours......If some day we get separated

You know...My heart will only beat if

your part is there...

You, You Going Crazy for You

2006-08-26T21:22:00.000-07:00

The only un-ended happiness that,
I have is your love.
Without you my life is
a desertand my joy are undiscovered.
You are the sun of my life,
moon of my night,
and stars of my eyes.
You are all around me,
in my books
in my eyes,
in my thoughts
and in my talks.

Wherever I see,
wherever I go,
whatever I do and
whatever I want
YOU are always connected to me.
After seeing you
I forgot myself
I forgot everyone in the world
All I remember is you.
I see the paradise in your eyes
I felt the world upside down
when I saw your face.
Tell me Baby would you be
my girl and make my life a paradise

For you Mum

2006-08-25T02:26:00.000-07:00

You are my mother and my friend,
Somehow our characters blend:
Your wisdom and my will.
I turn, and you are there for me;

I speak, you understand.
I feel cared for,
but also free;
You lead but don't command.

I'm fortunate that I was born
To someone just like you;
I love you,
not just as my mom,
But for what you are and do.

If I could give you the world
Or anything you wanted,
I'd give you my own heart and soul

I'd take upon myself your life's pain
And let you ease into some space
Where you could live again.
I wish that I could take your heart
And cleanse it with my tears,

And make your sorrow go away,
And answer all your fears.
For all that you have given me,
I can return nothing but love.

For You Bound up the wounds I did not see
And gave me hopes and passions new.
I can return nothing but love.
For you Whose unmoved faith
my heart did move,

And gave me hopes and passions new,
And loved me till I turned to love.
Before I was myself you made me, me
With love and patience, discipline and tears,
Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free,
Allowing me to sail upon my sea,
Though well within the headlands of your fears.

With dreams enough of what I was to be
And hopes that would be sculpted by the years,
Relinquishing your powers gradually
To let me shape myself among my peers.

And being good and wise,
For love inspires learning naturally:
The mind assents to what the heart reveres.
And so it was through love you made me, me
By slowly stepping back to set me free.

I love you mum for what i am today ..
for all your hardships and for all the faith
you hold in me .

I love you a lot Mum.

Father I miss you I love you

2006-08-24T09:21:00.001-07:00

Father you are so loving and kind,
You often know what I have on mind.
You listen to me patiently,
You suggest me ideas and advices,
You defend me from hardships and ill fate.

As A dad you've been my very best friend !
You're always proud of my triumphs,
but when things go wrong,
you are all so patient, helpful and strong
In all that I do,
Your love plays a big part.

Even though we've lived apart,
I do not love you less.
There's always a place for you
deep in my heart.

All the more because you're far away.
Though all the continents of Earth may move,
Here is my love,
and here my love will stay.

And each year that passes by,
i'm even more glad,
More grateful and proud
just to call you dad!

Thank you, Dad...
for listening and caring,
for giving and sharing,
but,
especially, for just being you!

Each time I feel my fortune go adrift,
Realities like rocks poised in my way,
Here I feel that fearful,
shuddering rift,
Some memory of you holds them at bay.

Your strength and courage still removes my fears
The things you taught me I will always know.
How could I not?
The roots have sunk so deep:

All the lessons in my heart I will keep
No matter who I am or where I go.
Kids learn from what their parents are,
and so
You are my book of life, the thoughts I reap;
Only in your arms I quietly sleep;

Under my words your voice sings soft and slow.
From you I learned the rules of right and wrong
How lucky I am to have been loved so well,
Relying on a father fair and strong
Time matters not, nor pain, nor death,
Nor fate as hard as stone.

This truth needs but a single breath,
And that we now have known.

Ah, father! What a joy to live
With love at last expressed!
Life has no greater gift to give
Than that with which i've been blessed.

I love you DAD

Not Being With You !

2006-08-23T23:16:00.000-07:00

Not being with you

Would make my heart weak,

You're the only one

I love

You keep me on my feet,

Being with you Is never enough,

If I could give you one thing,

I'd give you the moon

Seeing your face is never too soon.

Hearing a sweet song

Reminds me of our love,

I know you're an angel Sent from above,

When I look into the mirror

I can see your face,

Your love is a love that

Can never be replaced,

When I was without you

I felt so alone,

But being with you

Makes me feel at home,

When I look at the stars

I wonder if you're looking, too,

They always seem to get brighter

When I'm thinking of you,

Your love is so amazing

You leave me feeling for more,

And when you're not around

My life is a bore.

Together forever That's all I can say,

I just want to tell you

I love you,

In each and every way!

The One

2006-08-22T08:27:00.000-07:00

The very first time that I saw you,
I wondered all day about what I could do.
To get myself closer to u,
Because I knew you were the one.

The one who could be,
my shelter from the rain,
Stop all my troubles,
and mend my pain.

The one who could keep
my spirits above.
Simply by giving me the
most extrordinary love.

The one who knows exactly
what to say,
To touch my heart in a
most precious way.

The one who's there when
I start to fall and cry,
To lift my spirits
and hold my head up high.

All these things you do for me.
To make me happier than I'll ever be.
You melt my heart
with your gentle touch,
And that is why...

I love you so much.

You .... its says it all

2006-08-21T05:13:00.000-07:00

Time just flies away when
I am with you.

Night just passes away when
I think about you.

My day becomes wonderful when
I meet you.

With every passing day,
I am immensely dipping myself in you.

My mind is not working
and my heart is giving away.

That day is not far when I won't
be able to live without you.

I'm So Lucky

2006-08-20T08:46:00.000-07:00

I'm so lucky
to have someone like you
in my life--

Someone who cares about me
and the things that matter to me,
someone who makes
me feel that I am important
and needed,

Someone who means
more to me with each new day...

I'm so lucky
to be able to share
so many things with you.

You've made my life
warmer and happier --

and I hope you know
how much I like
being close to you,
how much
I need you,
how very much

I LOVE YOU

Spell Caster (A girl ?? or ??)

2006-08-19T23:02:00.001-07:00

Since the time I have seen you....
You have captured my soul....
My Senses are not with me....
And my heart is under your control.

Since the time I have seen you...
You have captured my thoughts.....
A wonderful feeling aroused in me.....
And my mind is under your control.

Since the time i have seen you....
I am loosing control over me....
And before I loose any more valuable time....
I want to let you know that.....
I am totally under your control.

My Dream Girl

2006-08-19T05:21:00.000-07:00

Far away somewhere early in the morning.
I woke up with a soft voice calling my name.
As I tried to see through the mist of rising sun.
I see an unseen, unknown cute face.
I hear an unheard, unrecognized sweet voice.
The face that makes me loose control.
The voice that drives me insane.
I wonder who that will be,
And when that day will come.
When finally I might be,
able to see and touch,
My Dream Girl